Thoughts.
i haven’t posted in a really long time, mostly because i have been busy but also because i didn’t really have anything to say. but now i do. and don’t worry, it’s not political. 🙃 there’s just a lot on my mind and i need somewhere to put it, and this seemed as good a place as any. recently our world has been falling a part a little. a lot. but it really struck me today that through all of that, God is still good. he’s still in complete control, which means i don’t need to have control. that’s the basic root of anxiety, wanting to have control but feeling like you don’t, because let’s be realistic, we don’t. there’s so many things we can’t control, that it becomes incredibly overwhelming and depressing. it’s hard to live in a world where you feel like your hold on control is slipping, even though you never really had control anyway. when you throw other extremely complicated human beings on top of the general chaos of life, it gets even worse. as humans we crave the love and attention